WaZzA...

2007-08-21T03:42:00.000-07:00

In This LIfe, TherE IS NOtiNG BetTEr Than HAVINg SoMTinG to LOoK FoRWaRd to. I DefINITeLY FOUnd A PurPOSe Now... BEFOre I WaS LivInG LIFe day By Day, wishing tAt ToDAy WAs BEttEr Than YEsTErDAy NAd TOmORo WiLL B GreaTer Than ToDay. BUt NOw.... I do NOT HAV To HOPE... I wilL makE MY FUtuRe Days BEttEr. MakINg Amends whEre I can. I conTroL mY FuTURe DaYS Now.

AND So The TinGs ThaT I lOOK FoRwARd To is TO B BAck In SpORe is to spENd A DaY In wiT KHai. e LAst time I saw her was BeFOre ValEntinE Day. I scReW Up My valEntinE LAST YeaR. Now WHen I get BAck SpORe i Wana make UP FoR tat screw up... wAahhaha Bt BEfORe Tat... there is somting else i shud look forward to..... tat is being slapped by her. She didnt get chance to do it when we broke up.. So khai here is ur chance to hav ur slap on my face!!! BRiNG IT ON man!!!!

InSOMNIa!!! MAnY sLEePLEss NIGhTs.. I dO NoT know for sure WhY... But my speculation is Tat I tiNK Too MUch.... too mUCh OF Khai... TnKIn Wat cud b different, why did e break up happen.. n aso impatiently waiting to come bck spore.....!! URgH.. n of COZ... stressed up wit e expensive Telecom service in brunEI!! URGH.... DesPITe Having so manY TinGS On MY MInd Nw, I canNOt LEt it afFEcT anYtinG BEtwEEN Me N Khai. We R FrENs nw.. N so it shall be... UnTIl she is ready to accePT me.. I will not!! Ask Her to b wit me ever... It will naturally happen... Or so i hope it will... BUt iF it turn out otherwise.. i have noting to regret. Coz... atleast i noe i hav tried... n so... GOODBYE!!

2007-08-13T01:24:00.000-07:00

Lost in this perplexing life tat is full of CHoices.. DIFFICULT choices.

ITs a sign.. Khai, having u in my life is a sign. A sign for me to make tings rite again. Definitely i must notscrew up tis chance... THe chance to gain ur trust again. BUt timing can never be worse...

i m attached. HAix... Wat shud i do? SHud i follow my heart? OR tink wit my brain?? I prefer to follow my heart. at the end of the journey i m supposed tob happy. n tat can onli b achieved if u r happy wit wat u r doin.. n so u need to follow my heart. N so my heart says.... "let nurul GO.."

N so, tis decision will onli hurt another inoccent heart. AGain n again... Haix... Can i promise tat tis will b e last heart tats gona b broken by me?? yes... if e last heart i m gona hold is khai's.... NIwae its better tat i stop pretending to b wit her when i stil tink of khai.

Phew!! saying has always been easier than executing the action.. nw i m gona b upfornt n xplain to nurul everiting... Hope i m tactful enuf to do it... TAts all

2007-08-09T22:21:00.000-07:00

After a year plus since we broke up, I gathered all e courage i have to sms her. And it turned out unexpectedly. SHe wasnt angry wit me animore.

A day after we tok on e fon... Miss those times when we can tok for hours.. tok about almost aniting under the sky. THe conversation juz bring back fond memories when i was her.... thE feelin is juz undescribable... I miss u khai... Haix... IF onli tings cud b different... if Onli.. u N I... LIght up e flame again.... IF onli........ Haix... BUT!!!

But now, Alot have changed. Im currently attached. IT have been 1 year plus since i hav been together wit her. She mite nt b e best ting tat has happen to me, bt still we made e commitment.. I cant let her go.... i promised to change for e better.... Gosh.!!! Wat m i to do??

WEll.. e answer is quite clear.... I hav to treasure tis relationship i hav... I must nt let it go.... Bout me n khai.... Hmmmm... Mayb its juz nt meant to be??? mayb u r bck in my life to test e strength of my character??? mayb... Hmmm MEMORIES... Khai... U r juz my memories.. A memory Of A beautiful chapter of my life... Haix...... N tat chapter has ended...... HAix..........

2006-06-10T19:48:00.000-07:00

Many months have past.... more then a year since we noe eachother.. bt nt animore... she gone.... with me alone..... well... i asked for it... no doubt its my fault tat i two timed her... bt she is the one i luved.... seriusly.... after 4 mnths... i still tink of her... somtimes tears juz wont stop falling...

everidae of my life... i never stop hoping.. .tat i wil meet her again.... until tis moment.... even if i noe she is attached to indra... well she seems happy wit him.... atleast her life is picking up... bt nt me.... i dunno y................................... is the guilt tat i m supposed to stay wit for a long long long long time???

how i wish tings could b different... hw i wish tings were nt tat complicated.... hw i wish tat she was here.... missing her hugs n kisses.. her touches... her cuteness..... her everiting....... bt hope i have for us tat one dae we will b together again....

There is a saying.. if u luv someone.... u hav to let it go. n if it comes back... its urs to kip.. bt if it doesnt... it wasnt love to be....

2005-05-14T22:09:00.000-07:00

WZzUp.. JuZ WaNa saE A Few ThINgs N ChIaoZ Aledi.. Bz Lah dei!!!! ERm... Went Out 4 a Movie... KINGDoM OF HeavEn! Damn GoOd ShOW!!! ALLAHU AKBAR!!! ALLAHU AKBAR!! HEHEHEHe!!! WE WoN!!! Org islam menang!!! YEy!!! O0oPs.... sOri EMo siKIt..

Aniwae to me rite... i tink e show gt a meaning behind it.. we all noe tat e war for taT Jerusalem is still Going on nw... well... in mY Opinion rite.. tat orlando bloom character is e personification of an ideal government... wat tat place reali need..... i mean... its not bout dividing e land.. its nt bout hw much land palestine gets.. or hw much land israel get to keep.. its Bout living together...!!! Its bout preserving e people tat leave on tat piece of land... wats wrong wit that man!!!! AMIN!!!

HAix.... sori for blabbering nonsense... hehehehe!! hmMm watch tat show wit khai!! my one n onli... yey.... it was great..!! hmmMmM.. .I mean.. juz e two of us... e whole dae... wow!!! N ya.. we played pool too.... Guez wat??! i won~!!!!! yey!!!!! well.. bt khai.. u r improving lah my dear... can make it.. .so far u r e next potentially great lady player... hmmmm..

Then we makan kat FOoD COurt kat causewae... hehehehe!! i spilled some chilli on her body.. BT wasnt intentionally though... YIKEs!! Hmmm.. then i sent her home.. duk2 bawah blk jap... hmmmm... nt too bad ar... HEHEHE~ somEOne AdMIts Tat i m HEr HUBBY!!!! YEY!!!! weee~ N she my princess!!! my one n oNLie... *MuaCkZ* LUV U!!!! WEE~

O0o0ops!!! i forgot tat college day was todaE.... HEHEHE!! gueZ i forgot bOut it huh?! wel.... i taut i did forget.. hehehehehehehehehehe~

ChIAoz!!

2005-05-06T18:43:00.000-07:00

HEy GuEz.... I M GeTTiN TirEd To UpDate My BlOG... wit Sch werk n Stuf... ANiwae ya.. .here is another entry after quite somtime.... btw YEsterday got tis SpROts heat tingy... I siGn up for tug of war... Wit e guys from my class... 04s06.. Damn!!!!! we were e onli one tat turn up!!!
yg lain smua tk dtang..Wahahah/a~ thEn WE JoIN Both UlTimate frisbee.. YEY~!

Guez wat?! i was in e same team s KHAI!!! wahahaha tk sangka seh... time was a swell.. onli a few chinese guys yg mepek.... Wahahahaa~ tapi in e end.. .we all lost all games..... heheheh~

whereas Hadi n HAziq's team had a diffferent luck.. they woN aLL games!!! siak ar... ALl e Best ar guys...

then when it come to tug of war...
hehehe~ shal i nt tok bout it????
maLu sia.....

Hmmm... tats all lar tat i can write bout... Tata~

2005-04-29T15:19:00.000-07:00

TIRInG WEEK....... To Be FoLLoWEd BY.... LOnG WEeKeNDs... Or So I thought.... BT!! damn jam packed wit werk!! argh...!!!!! BUt Wat seeM To B Diff?? I HAv BeeN GoIn ThRoUGh Tis HAvent I???

WELL.. e Week was Great.. sPent a LOt OF time LAufin in ClAss WIt e GuYs... HEHEHe! N HADI lah menjadi mangsa nyer... vICtiM Of Our JoKEs.... AhAkz!! HEhEHE.. LAuFiNG Wit U GuyS ReaLi MAke Life seem...... LiveLier I GueS???

HEHEHe~ I DunNO Tis GoNA Stop... Bt My Class Guys.. they are into e werk kiwek... Sikit2 nanti kiwek.... sikit kiwek...!! kau... guez wher it originated frm?? hehehe... oNe Dae.. HAziQ Saw A ROUNd LADy FaCE.....(ShALL I SAe HU??? Hmmm..) ImmEDiaTe Reaction was... "KIWEK!!!!" Wahahahahahhahaha!!! MEpEk seh... thenfrm tat dae onwards.. .Sikit2 kiwek!! AHakz!!! MEpEk KAn???

Hmm... KHAi... wat else... oh... YA! She will B GoiN SoME Geog TrIp Or SoMtiNg...kAT KL... Hmm.. GoNa Miss HEr FoR 5 daYS.... HehEheHE... JGn LUpa BAwaK HAdiah Frm Ther HUh?! I NAk BUBBLE GUm!!!!!! YUp YuP! LOts N LOts OF Them....!!!!! HEHehee~ SHe Gona EnjOY herself.. i know she wil... n i wan her to...

WeLL.. Tis weEK Is Over.. .NEx WeeK Is COmIng.. A Level Getting nearer.. .reality check!!! WE Hav effectively... Less than 6 months...... YEsh Ar!!!!!!! Tk SabAr to get it over n done wit!!!! THen enjoy grad nite....... Then enjoy life... b4 goin 4 NS.... HEHEHEHe~ Da LAmA tk gi ClUBBIn.. mayb afTer tat aku Gi CLuBBing.. Care to jOIn NIWan????? TAta~ HAHA

2005-04-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

HEy GuYz... Khai is BAck!!! WaHoOoO~ da lama tk update sak... i have been veri bz lately.. super bz!! Test!! assignments!! SPA!!! wateva tats gt to do wit e sch lah.. haiyoh.... Tings r fine nw for me n khai.. we living everidae as it is.... so far so gd.. whahahahahahahaa!!!!!! TAnx for making me part of ur life... i will appreciate u..!! trust me...

Hmm... Well tis is a LiL somting i would like to tok bout... its bout my fren.... well... atleast we used to b frenz.... ntah ar.. mcm mana skarang dier tanak kawan dgn aku.... Haix.. i feEl e guilt.. juz bcoz we like e same type of gerl huh?? well.. mY Fren... i wan u to noe one ting... i noe u Tink i will hurt her.. BT NEVA!!!! NEva will i..... she is too precious too me.. .s much s she is too u... I juz hope u can move on wit life... n dun get stuck in a moment.. its not doing u ani good.... Pleaase.... e mor u feel depressed.. e mor guilty i will b.... HAix.....

Erm.... 4 My academic studies.... WEll.. i failed my common test... BUT!!!!! Tat does nt mean i will continue failing... its bout time i buck up... N ya~! KHai!! u will b my motivation.... N Tis is wat I plan to get...

MID YEAR- MAths C, Chem D, Bio E
PRELIM- MATHS B, CHEM C, BIO D
A LEVEL- MATHS A, CHEM B, BIO B

Guys!!!!! I will work hard to get tis results!!!! NEVA SaE Die!!! CHia Yo!!! U Can do It KHai.... N u Too KHai... I Noe u Wan to get e same grade s me kan? kan??? SO... > ALL e Bez To the KHAIs.........

Hmmmm.. N ya!!! I Juz gt to noe tat if khai dun do well for a level... she mite consider studyin over seas... haix... SANGGUp seh u Tinggal kan me!!! ARGH!!!! I nak ikut.... tapi NS SEh!!!! wat e hell..... so.. cuma ada satu solution!!!! study hard n smart khai!!! so u can stick to spore like glue..... wahahahahahahahaahahahahaha!!!!!!

Erm.. tats all lah i can update for nw... erm.. .nex time update lagik okie??? tata!~

2005-04-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

YEy!! YEy!! Todae was fUn!!! HAPPY!! EuPHORiC!!! WOrdS CANt dEsCRibe Wat i feLT...
tis is HW IT GOes....

630am: WoKE uP... SEmBAhyg...Do some sch werk..

730am: Do house werk..(if NT CAnT GO OUT)

1030am: was at gomabak mac... reading some notes... (waitin 4 my dear khai to finish werk)

130pm: feeling tired.. .pantat sakit asik duduk...(bT 4 u I wiLL Wait.. wInKZ)

400pm:FeeLIn REsTless...(BILA KAU NAK ABES KEJE!!!! da tk sabar nie!!!)

415pm: YEsh ar!! FInaLLy OUt!!!! sEnD HEr Hm to CHange.. Waited 4 her kat tangga.

525pm: aHAKz....!! parents dier antar kiTa gi Town...(MEEt kakak and her hubby ther.. tgk wayang) mALu seh.. takut pun ada... YiKEs!!!

530pm: was in e car... HEhEHHEHEhE~ LEgs TreemBLIng....... TAKUT DOk!! duDUk sblah BApAK dier...

600pm: tGK WAyaNG AR!!!!! Btw Citer Creep Damn gross man!!! bloody n shitty!! n... eee!!!! khai...!!!! U takut2 kan me.. abeh asal u hide under my shoulder...????? hmmmmm...... Tu ar... asik nak kacau org ajer....

800pm: In e cab... on e wae hm.. time seem to stop in e cab.. heheheh.... juz e two of uS... romanitc kan?? err... if onli we could minus e driver.. btw kita makan old chang kee berkecah seh!!! konfim apek driver menyumpah!!!! N YA!!!! Khai!!!! dun u noe ur way hm????? hmmm dun even noe ur own address??? i wonder...... Hmmmmm... Abeh driver pun bawak kita jln one big round.... Hmmm.... HEntAm jelah!! janji smpai...

830pm: YIkes!!! nature call so tumpang toilet kat umah khai... N guez wat?!!! aku dipermalu2 kan oleh khai's mum.... YiKEs.. tis is hw it goes..
"cik, Khairy balik dulu ok??" i said... *TErsengeh-sEnGeh*
"Balik lah.. saper tk kasi balik....!" her mum said...
"GuLp~" i SaiD... hehehee
MAlUNYEr!!!!!!!!

900pm: smpai uMAh!!!! YEy!!!! tired bt hepi.. alot of stuff happen tat i did not rite.. it is special to me.. thus it will remain a secret... wahahahahah!!! chIAoz!*MuaCkz n hUg* to someone special.. tata!!

2005-04-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. Wats e time?? 345am... wat m i doin?? stil waiting... for wat?? for a call... from hu??? khai... shall i sae aniting mor??? i guez nt....

"u... i call u alik ok.. ismail call ar...." says khai
"hmmm... ok.. i wait tau..." says me

1hr pass... damn bored...
2hrs pass.. gt aseh to entertain me...
3 hrs pass... loneliness take over...

HMmmm... so did she call??? NoPE... shE's aSlEEp HOURs Ago......
well.... tis is wat happen when u patiently wait.... u juz hav to prepare ur self to b disappointed....... hMmMmM... I m Nt surprise.... i will still wait... i wil stil b patient...

Neva wil i pressure u from nw on...let u hav ur space.... bt wat if u still cant see tis feelin so true?? i dunno... i will stil wait??? hmmmm... I stIL Like u.. EVen With Your FLaws... When I C imperfection.. i c a girl e need to b luv...
FOrEvEr Will I wait.... til u can c e patience tat i show.... e sincerity tat i giv..

tonite.. a nite worth remembrance...... a nite worth pondering over... ppl sae i m crazy... bt damn! how else to show it tat i reali like her alot??

2005-04-15T05:20:00.000-07:00

GoOD MoRnInG GUys... I m SiCk ToDAe... SuPPosed to Be LAh... Tats Y NT In Sch... Hmmm HEhEhe~ I m veRi TiRed.. I HAv ONlI lIke 6mnths oR So To MY A LeVel... HoW I wISh TiME Could PAss By Faster.. its BetEr To get IT OVer N DONE wIth.. i CanT HoLD On LoNger... e Last LAp seemS to Be Veri TiRING N LoNg... EvenThOUgh It is SpPoSed To B shOrt... Haix.. i M eXHAusted... Cant PiCk MysELf Up... No MOtiVAtiOn In Me To Go On. .FeLt LIke DropPin Out.. Bt HEy.. MY PAreNTs WiL B HUrt... i M in A JC 4 thEm... Nt Bcoz I Reali Wan to b....

DamN!!! i HopE They R HepI When i Get My ReSuLTs... HAix......... ARgh!!!! Damn FUCkEd Up Wit Wats HApPEnInG To Me... I hAte Tis Life.. WeeKDaes So PAck N Jam!! WEeK EnDs gota TeAch tuTioN!! DamN!! inyD LIFE MAN!!!! ARgh... Well Tis Is e dying CRies Of A DyiNg JC student.......

BT... Ther IS One ting.. err.. mor Like One person tat motivates me to go on... Khai.. u r alwaes ther to support me... tanx... i noe u r... i noe u wan to graduate together.. nt leaving each other behind... Bt Hey.. tanx 4 e EfFoRt.... ApPRECIAte It....

2005-04-14T17:28:00.000-07:00

Tis Is AnOTher CRy Of a lONeLy Lover.... It sEems HArd To mAke u lUv Me... hmm.. We HAV EVErITiNG.. Bt thers Juz SoMtiNg MisSIng.. Hmmm I HOpE Time WiL Tel... I NOe u r nt ReaDy... i NOe U DuN tRusT In Tis tiNg CalL Love ShIt.... Bt 4 u.. i m hanging oN FoR AwhILe... It SeEms EasY FoR U 2 Luv ThEm.. Bt Nt Me... Its IRoNic to C u beIng able To Luv SoMEoNE Hu could Hurt u..n they did.... Bt Nt me.. When My LIfe revolves Arnd u cant u see?hmmm... Da lah i shall nt tok bout tis animor lah... its irritating i noe.. i juz wana enjoy our time 2gether...

"KHAiry..... Cry If u Must.. Bt do nt LEt teaRs diSHeaRTEned u.... For she lUvs u.. she do.. she juz Doesnt noe it..She dOnt want to noe it.." tis is wat i tell myself.. i hope its true.... hmmm... Juz to hear u sae U Luv me is so sacred.. If OnLi taT is Wat u reali Mean.... Tis will kip me goin.....

Do you believe in love girl?
Tell me your dreams.
Why do you fight it girl?
Give it try, you'l know its him.

Your heart, cold as ice
But your smile, so warm
How can i keep you?
Tell me is it so wrong?

Where can I find you
When night turns to day?
Can I believe its true
If it isnt, wat else can i say?

When can i say its You?
Will you sae its me too?
Let the time tell,
i just believe its true.

2005-04-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

MisSiNG YoU.... Veri MUCH.. PReTtY MUch...

UpOn A STAr I WiSh ToNite,
MAkE a DrEAm OuT Of FanTAsy.
Juz GuIdE ME to thE LigHT,
Coz' I MisSed SoMeOne CanT You See..

WItH EverI CLOUds Tat pasSEs YoU By,
I TrY 2 ReMEmBEr HEr SMILe.. .
MAKe EaCh PAssINg DaE WORth a WHiLE,
I WiSh I CoULd Juz wHiSPEr And SaE 'HI"

StAr LigHT StAr BrIGht,
BeAutIFUL StAr I SEE ToNite.
Do YOUr MIrACLe N ShOw YOur MIght,
MakE Her MIsS mE n fOreVer It WiL B..
GOOd NItE!!

2005-04-13T20:41:00.000-07:00

HmMmmMm.... So LonELy todae waS..... HEHEHE~ No You In My LIFe... NAsib baik its juz sementara.... kalau tak.. bleh jadi giler babe!!!! ARGh! ERm......... its Ok.. . 1 dae dw.. 2 mor to go.. missed u.. even b4 i could miss u... HAIyoh...

Btw tis sat i would like to go out wit you.... would u want to??Pls Sae YESh! Pls Sae YESh! Sae YEsh!!! HEHEHEHE...

Hmmm... Everiting was alrite todae.. gt my friends arnd me.. .hehehe..fahmi.. hmm... TAnx 4 everiting bro!!! Tanx 4 e advices n e help u gav me....... Btw ya.. u will get ur chance soon.. one dae.. dun despair... Errrr.......... WAt else eh?? ?hmmm... o0o0ops... mY OVEN!!!! Argh.... gtg... somting is burning... hehehehe!!! gona bake somting for u noe hu... wahahaha(JGN PIKIR AKU TAK TAU MASAK OK!!!) ChIAoz!

2005-04-10T04:45:00.000-07:00

They sae EnVy is alrite.. they say envy is juz another feel u feel nex to happy.. sad.. angry.... Bt ISit alrite when we r juz frens?????? I noe its nt.. bt somtimes e status is nt complementing wat we feeling.. somting e status r nt complementing wat we doin.... HmMmmMM.... Bt Wateva it is.. i m here juz to sae SORRY.... hmmmmm...... hw Can i sae sori in e bez possible wae...

YOu sae u feel pressured by my tinking.. wats wrong wit my tinkin??? hmmm it ok wat to tink coz e prob tat i m tinkin is tat... u noe.... its like u r here.. bt u r nt.. its like u r mine.. .bt u r nt... get it?? hahaha.. bt i hav 2 accept it aniwae.... coz u want it tat wae.. n i dun intend to pressure u further........ Bt isit reali true e reason u gav me?? i hOpe it is... Bt if its because u r nt able 2 tell e truth after wat i do to u... hmmmm.. over pretendance.... i choose TrUth......(bT i trust tis gegerl of mine... she is none tat u all ting she is!!! so stop makin me feel insecure by all ur scary stories...!!!)

HmMmMMmMMm... i juz wish.... i wish.... i wish.. i wish.... i wish... 4 jUz one dae.. when i close my eyes.... u wil b ther 4 me.. n i noe u wil stay.. n hold my hands n sae.... ____________ fill in e blanks.... (they hav censorship board too on blogs u noe.)..HEheE! Bt serius ly.. i jUz wish 4 one dae.. 4 juz one dae to feel luv again... i mean i hav been in n out of luv so many times.... i juz want 2 noe hw it feels when it comes frm u................................................. It dun hav to b forever..(bt i wish it could.) bt juz allow urself to fall for me once.... Juz allow ur self to stumble upon all e stuff tat i did to u... hmm.. jUz fall my dear... its ok to fall... WEll.. MAyb somtime u cant force ur self to fall, can u??? hmmMm... let it natural... fall for me slowly. .let it go..WAt u r doin nw i tink is tat u r juz trying to b cautious... Bt Dun my dear.... Dun... Thers noting u nyd 2 fear.... Hav trust in me.. like hw i hav trust in u.. even its so hard u noe...

Hmmm WEl... Tis is basically wats on my mind al tis while..... i didnt want to sae all tis coz i didnt wat to make u feel pressured when i sae all tis... r u pressured nw?? i hope u r nt..... COz if u r... then juz tell me n ignore tat i said all tis....

2005-04-10T00:00:00.000-07:00

CHEATED! CHEATED! CHEATED! shall i sae aniting more???

2005-04-09T22:56:00.000-07:00

BeFoRe YoU CaME I WaS So neaR To dEaTh.
So CoLd Was The NIGHT, I CoULD SEe My BreaTh.
My HEArT So NuMb, I CoUldNT EVEN CRy.
I GAvE Up on The WoRLd, WaITeD To DiE.

SoMEWhErE iN THe DiSTAnce A SHiMmERIng Ray Of LiGht
NeWLy InsPiRed, I FoUNd ThE ReaSon to CoNtINUe mY FIGht

OuR eYES Met foR A MomEnT or Two,
BAraNdED iN My MiND, PicTuRes Of YoU.
PiCTuRe OF BeAutY, YEt SoMTiNG IS MisSIng
A GoDdEsS NEVerTheLEsS, JUst LoSt IS e FaiTh In lOve.

HAve faITh iN ME, HAvE FaITh In YoU.
HAvE FAiTh NOw In LoVe sO TrUE.
LoVe SweEt LovE, eMbRaCe Us ForEvEr.
HoLd On tIgHt, ToGeTher wE''LL SHow.
HaVe FaIth In Love AnD FeEL It GrOw.
DoN't HoLd BaCk, Let It Go.

YOu'Ve SeEn HeArtAcHe BeFore, It's iN YouR eYes.
Its On YoUr LiPs, It'S In YoUr CrieS.
Let Go Of ThE pAin AnD taKe My Hand.
FeEL My HeaRt Beat And You'LL UnderStaNd.

LovE Is In My HeArT, It's TheRe For You.
If You CaN Let Go oF the PaiN You'LL seE It's TrUe.
I'LL NevEr Hurt You, I'LL sHow I Care.
I'LL NeVer Leave, I'LL aLwaeS Be TherE.

ThIs LovE I FeEL FoR YoU Won'T Be DeNiEd.
It wILL Not Be HiDdEn, It reFuseS To Hide,
Let Me HoLd You Now UnTiL FoReVer's NeAr.
heLd TiGht wItHin My ArmS I'LL WiPe The TeArs.

WIth JusT One Look Our WaYs WerE sEt.
Our DesTiNy UnveILed ThE DaY We Met.
TaKe My Hand And I'LL sHow it's TrUe
BuT ThEre's One ThiNg I'LL NeEd YoU tO Do.....

2005-04-09T21:32:00.000-07:00

Haix... LEts hav a min of silence for my Biker fren..... Hu juz had a rd accident juz nw.....
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Lets all pray together tat he will be alrite... currently he is hospitalised in e NUH.. his condition?? hmmm... .i m nt able to tell coz i myself dunno...

I wasnt reali close to him bt he is one guy hu hav gd advices hw to improve ur bike performances n tuning....bt i considered him my brother coz he is much much older than me.... HE Is Known by my frens as e quiet one.... Hmmm.. Mudah-mudahan Allah memanjang kan umur nyer... Amin!!! to All bike enthusiast hmmm.. biar lah ini menjadi satu pengajaran.... berhati2 lah di jalan raya... ingat brader2 di luar... moto itu ada lah batu nisan kita.. jGn lah buat nya mcm basikal kita.... hmmm...

Ok... so much for sad stuff... Hmmm.. take care u all.. luv u.. *MuAck* & *hUgS*

2005-04-08T09:07:00.000-07:00

HEy... Long tiME since i sAid a LiL Bout my life... well... it seems to b on e brighter side.... BUT!!! (i hate BUTs but its ther... i dunno y..) ... haiz... nvm ar.... dun tok bout it.... Some stuff are better meant to b kept inside... Hmmm gona watch movie todae....A.L.O.N.E....... BElieve it or nt... its true... i gt noting to do.. i m bored aniwae..... gt noting to do.... she is out wit ismail.. my frens gt to go elsewher... home...hmmm a damn boring place....wat can i do........ all seems so dead to me.well.. neva tried watchin alone.. so here goes noting...... hmmmm....TAKDER ORG KER KESIAN KAN AKU!!!!!! ARgh.....................~

Love is like a wonderful game,
a game of give and take.
Don't rush love;
sometimes you just have to wait.

And sometimes you have to get love
before it's too late.
My innocent heart had been broken before,
So I promised myself: for true love,
I will just have to wait.

Because I don't know how much pain
this innocent heart is able to take.
So, I say my heart needs not to be forsaken.
So Baby...... Dont let me wait.

...hmmm.... i duno if u noe wat i m trying to sae.. well in tis poem is wat tats kept in me.. Tata!

2005-04-07T18:00:00.000-07:00

Thoughts...entering my mind
Thoughts...of you and me
Thoughts...never unkind
Thoughts...if only we could be

Dreams...always the same
Dreams...of us being together
Dreams...over and over again
Dreams...that you'll be with me forever

Hopes...I'll never let them fade
Hopes...are what keep me going
Hopes...of dreams we never made
Hopes...of things we will be doing

Fears...are keeping me awake
Fears...all around me
Fears...that you could be a fake
Fears...that you may never see

2005-04-06T20:04:00.000-07:00

HEy.. .AnOther ShOrt Entry.. hahahA!! i m kinda too HApPY to write anIting.. n YA... Frm nw on i tink my EntRy Will b creative... all Bout poetry n sTuff... Bkn jIwang hah!!! tapi creativity... ENjOy... can commen on e peotry if u wan...

ALrite.. todaes poetry..

In thE PaLm Of YOUr HAnd I FeLt A PIecE Of YOur HEart,
'Tis SWeEt BUt A RarE StaRt...

In The PresEnCe OF YoUr ShADow I FelT A LoViNG SoUL,
'So DiViNE yet foR a GoOd SiGn...

In thE BreaK Of A BEaUtIFul DawN I FELT YOu,
'AlWAes The SuNShInE NeVa The CLoUDs...

So TeLL ME, TeLL ME,
DEar Do TeLL Me...
Is WaT I felT,
a REFlEcTion of yOuR,
MYSTerIUs AbYSs??????

2005-04-06T02:41:00.000-07:00

2am On a WEDnEsdAy MorninG......... Juz WoKe Up.. Juz WanA SAE A LiL SoMTiNG B4 gOInG BAcK TO SLYp.....

If a heart is given, is one taken?
If a heart is broken, is one repaired?
These things I ask, and have no answer,
For only GOD will tell...

If my heart I give, will you take?
If my Love I give, will you keep?
These things I ask, and have no answer,
For only TIME will tell...

If your heart i treasure, will you trust?
If your Love i seek, will you let me?
These things i ask, and have no answer,
For only YOU will tell...

If sincerity we seek, Is Us possible??
Without the answer, Do we reali need??
These things i ask and have the answer,
For only Us can we tell...

2005-04-05T20:46:00.000-07:00

ToDae.... Tues... NOtinG much Tat HapPEn tO Sae... Bt I jUz Wana WritE A ShORt ENtRy.... HHEHEHEHE!!

TheY SaE DiAmoNDs ARe FoREveR..
The FeeL So RiTE So EnDlEss..
They Sae Diamond GLitTErs..
BT Wat GLiTTers NT Us BT e SWEeTNEss..
ThEy SAe DiaMONDS R LAdIEs FAvOUrITe TiNGs..
Bt WhO IF Nt.. ShAL B FavOUrItE To u..
Wat is FoRevEr..
Wat GlITtErS..
Wat Is FavoURite..
Is Not Tat LIes On YoUr Neck..
Bt Wat Tat Lies By YoUR SiDe..

AHhaha!!! Da!! tats all... Btw to thos yg tak paham.. hehehehehe~ PaHam2 kan ajer lah...